SOrry ALexis I kinda blew up on you. But before I end up doing the same to the rest of you I think you all need to know the real reason Ive been mean. See a few....I think only one person knows my ex boyfriend rapped and abused me. I endded it but I was scared he got be pregnate twice. But he didnt. He still tries to come over but I dont talk to him anymore. But after he left me for someone else he could hurt and call a whore all the time, I started doing drugs...Not the hard ones but you know pot. Ive stopped and Im trying to stay clean now. But its hard lately everyone has been hurting me. And if any of you remember my lil cousin Kristen, I stopped talking to her because I grew up living in my lil cousins shadow. WHich is entirly embrassing. I dont know what to do anymore....I hurt those I love or hurt myself lately and all I want to do is escape....THe only thing that brings me joy anymore is Mason....The guy Im dating.